LESSONS IN LOVE.

LOVE. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? I THINK LOVE IS A FEELING YOU GET WHEN YOU FEEL IN YOUR HEART YOU CAN TRUST THAT PERSON WITH YOUR LIFE. THAT PERSON IS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS. THEY FEEL THE SAME THING YOU FEEL. YOU FEEL THE SAME THING THEY FEEL. YOU TWO CAN LAY NEXT TO EACH OTHER AND HAVE THE SAME HEARTBEAT. FORGET ABOUT THE WORLD AND ALL ITS WORRIES TOGETHER. SPEND THE WHOLE DAY TOGETHER WHEN IT FEELS LIKE 5 MINUTES. EVERY TIME YOU LEAVE THEM, IT FEELS LIKE YOU CANT SURVIVE.YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT EACH OTHER. AS SOON AS YOU HANG UP THE PHONE YOU HAVE TO CALL RIGHT BACK. NO OTHER GIRL OR BOY IS EVEN RUNNING THROUGH YOUR MIND BECAUSE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE HAS CONSUMED ALL PLACES IN IT. IM NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE, BUT I WONT BE SURPRISED IF I FIND IT. IM IN NO RUSH, I KNOW WHATEVER IS IN STORE FOR ME WILL BE GREAT IN EVERY WAY AND ILL CHERISH IT EVERYDAY. HONESTLY, IM SCARED TO LOVE AGAIN. I KNOW FIRST HAND CHILDREN & TEENS CAN EXPERIENCE LOVE, DESPITE WHAT ADULT COUNTERPARTS TEND TO SAY. IVE BEEN IN 3 RELATIONSHIPS,& MY LONGEST ONE WAS 2 YEARS. MY 2ND ONE WAS FINE, WE JUST LOST A CONNECTION, MY 3RD ONE, HE CHEATED -______-. NO PAIN IS EQUIVALENT TO BEING EMBARRASSED AND HURT & I WANT EVERYONE THAT EVER GOT HURT TO KNOW, YOU DESERVE BETTER. YOU DONT DESERVE ANYTHING ANYONE PUTS YOU THROUGH IF YOUVE BEEN A FAITHFUL AND TRUSTWORTHY PERSON, THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND IF YOU REALLY FEEL THAT YOU DESERVE LOVE, GO OUT AND LOOK FOR IT. BUT ME ON THE OTHER HAND, I'D LIKE IT TO BE UNEXPECTED. I WANT LOVE TO FIND ME. SLOW & STEADY WINS THE RACE ;).